Confession

i'm so sorry for doing this to you, my self, to everyone
i wish i could feel that affection i've felt before but i think that over the summer, i just broke
i broke because i didn't want to feel anymore
i didn't want to cry anymore
i didn't want to get hurt again
so i shut out all that stuff from fairy tales
because i know they don't come true

and by doing so
i shut out all that sadness
and i released all the anger
because i can't ever bring out my happiness either
and now i've locked the emotions that take over myself
and i feel empty
and hopeless

i hope in the future
when i break you too
you'll forgive me
for doing this stupid thing
and not telling you
because i really don't know anymore
but i'm glad that i have you

and i hope you're glad you have me too.